Provoke, confront, elevate
Provoke
Confront
Elevate
all positivity
April 13, 2011
April 12, 2011
Teabag series : Grace brings contentment
- Grace brings contentment
Grace
a gift
a favor
a blessing
always being given,
but often times ignored
as it does not always come in ribbons
Contentment
craved for
wished for
worked for
but realized by a select few
such a human folly
where contentment is measured with conditions
when there is already more than enough
April 2, 2011
there are times…
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such as this,
that I just don’t know what to say
much less write..
January 22, 2011
Not always
Alone
is
not
always
loneliness.
On one’s own
is
not
always
independence.
Silence
is
not
always
peace.
Illusion,
reality
and
in between.
2011-01-22 1900
January 20, 2011
After the hiatus..
’twas last June 2009 since I’ve blogged last
and now January 2011
I’m back
June 25, 2009
Why do you hurt her so? (black hole series: 1 of 3)
it goes round and round
the feeling of despair
of frustration
of not having anything
and just being no one
scarred
broken
livid
disillusioned
she once was whole
you tore her apart
she had dreams
wide and far
yet you let fear in
made doubts your comfort
she was shattered
she cried out
you lent not a single hand
the shattered pieces
you crushed them to dust
you were then young
vulnerable
but you grew up
she was happy
thinking that you’ve grown wise
that you’ll decide
to break out of the shell you’ve created
but you nurtured your shell more
became hardened and impenetrable
but she stood ground
patiently waiting for you to realize
that you’re worth is far greater
than you set yourself to be
it’s time
she said
to look at a mirror
see yourself
and look at what you’ve become
tired
lost
confused
as you look at the piece of glass
she looks back at you
she.. your own pained soul
tries one last time to reach out
telling you to break your shell
start anew
to take the so called
road less travelled
and if all roads are blocked and unpassable
make a new road of your own
a way for you and for others too
you then raise your fist
hit the glass
felt the pain
your hand is bleeding
it hurts
but you know
that she is hurting more
… to be continued — Is redemption worth all the cost? (black hole series : 2 of 3)
June 4, 2009
Point and Laugh
Running around
Playing tag
I jumped
landed
and suddenly tripped
Skinned my knee
Broken my ankle
A person in front of me
Pointed a finger
at my already stricken face
and laughed
How foolish of me
Tried not to break,
swore to get right back
playing pranks at the other
Climbing up the steps
skipping down
A test of strength and speed
climbing up
and down
up and down
up and…
falling down
thug. thug. thug.
went his butt
on cement stairs
all the way down
pride bruised
backside sore
clenching his teeth
hiding the pain
how clumsy of him
Pointing at his pained face
i laughed
He got up
ran after me
and swore his own vengeance
At tails end
a pact of loyalty
a smile of amity
begets one of the basic entities
someone to point at
and laugh with
an ally, a comrade
a partner in all chid crimes
friends
putting it simply
*****PSs*********
reminscing those days where we once were children
never cared much for anything but games and play
or little bickering with neighbor playmates
(and sometimes with adult participation when the need arises..
ahhahaa…mao ning mki.join na ang mga inahan/tigbantay sa mga binata nga away)
and creating friendships in the most odd circumstances..
ahhaa..those were really good times…
on a rather serious note..
hahay..
let’s not forget those times
when it was so easy to forgive a playmate,
whether we know them or not
let’s be the child we once were
when dealing with how others have wronged us..
and so we can just live the life
laugh all we want
and make the best of days everyday!!!!
celebrating life!!!!
Blessed be you and me
Opened arms
Awakend hearts
Freed mind
Bared soul
Blessings from Thee
We claim
As ours
For family
For friends
Even for strangers
More so for enemies
The best of the land
Unnoticed
Waiting
To be taken
To be cared for
Here we are
We kneel
Seeking penance
Awaiting grace
Him,
the One among our midst
Looks at us
Sets the plan
Decides the time
Selects the fruits
Delivers on cue
We receive
Bow and give thee thanks
A promise to nurture
Multiplying the gift an nth fold
Smile
Look ahead
Continue the journey
with Him
and be blessed
you and me
Sand
little grains
clustered together
independent
windswept to shore
yet remains the same
still sand
not loosing form
not loosing spirit
free of burdens
it circles and comes back
still sand
** para lng naa ma.post..ehehe.. luoya..ahhaha
May 27, 2009
Yearning Just Passing By
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in fairness, g.pressure ko pghimu ani..hala cge go..
here it is.. i may or may not revise this..
there are still lots of lined-up installments for this one..
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There i was….
Still, here i am…
in a strategic location
where i alone can watch him pass by
and seeing him just once a day is enough
if this is a basketball game,
he earns points everytime he passes by
i catch him sometimes looking my way
oh, how i wish that he was really looking for me
and only me
but the irony of things!
when he’s near,
i run away
he looks at me,
i look away
he “tries” talks to me
and i “try” not to blush
and make a fool out of myself….
he keeps me from being late
for i wake up early just to be the first one to see him
am i really nuts? hahaha
i don’t want him to know i like him
i still have my sense of propriety and traditionality in a way
i thought i will be content by the sidelines
or am i really?
but everytime he passes by
my yearning for him just grows stronger
yearning to know him better
so that i can tell myself if all the time and feelings i have invested are valid
that i am feeling all of these for a reason
that i endulge myself in little treats like glimpses of him
that i am hoping that i will be his someone special someday..
i can’t believe myself!
this is not me..
it was just a simple encounter
yet it amounted to this….
crazy
unexplainable
but it feels so good and right
… as of the moment…
